I am finally here and have nothing interesting to say...
Except perhaps something I discovered today. I actually like living. Now, mind you, that doesn't mean I like life, or any other such crazy nonsense, but being alive...well, it's ok. Realizing that I am a whole person, even with anything and everything else that's going on, is just amazing. I suppose it has to do with appreciating silly things, pleasant things, and just plain crazy things that other people do, that happen, or that I make happen. Lately, I've been rather depressed, but realizing that I can overcome and like it has been blowing my mind lately. Sure, life is not just smelling roses, but it doens't have to be smelling dung all the time either...even when it is. I don't think there's anything I can't handle--for today. Maybe tomorrow, there'll be something that I can't take, but then, tomorrow never comes, so maybe I'm safe. I'm rambling. I'm not really sure what the point of all this was, except maybe as a nice outlet. I certainly feel better, anyway. Not high-I'm-just-having-a-blast, but content and complacent enough to be happy with things...even the things that are as tho they shouldn't be.
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