Yay. I got like 9 hours of sleep last night. Amazing. Lately, I have been soap-boxing like nothing else. Sorry, y'all. Just...crazy stirrings and internal-gut-wrenching things going on inside of me.
Oh God...I cannot live with you as only my friend any longer. I am sick of casual, 1-sided conversations between us. I've got your love, now REIGN IN ME. Let me no longer exist. At all. I don't want to see me when I look in the mirror. I'm sick of a Christianity that is just for helping me thru my silly little problems. I will not let you go from me without turning me upside down and changing me. This is no longer about my self, but those who I must reach. Burning fire Flesh falling away Agh I cannot Anymore Live like I am Me. Only. I must DO something.
Going campaigning today.
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