No one will change the laundry unless I do...because he's up North with his friend and that's ok. I just wish I didn't have to do it.
No one will go buy more shampoo unless I do...because she's prostrated on the couch and cannot move...and that's NOT ok. I just wish I didn't have to do it.
No one will change that lightbulb unless I do...because he's out of the house, been out of my life for much longer...and I really don't know if that's ok. I'm just angry about everything. And I really wish I didn't have to do it.
No one will tell the 11-yr-old to do her chores unless I do...because like it or not, she's still a little kid who needs those reminders once and awhile--along with love and discipline from a parent. I do try. So hard. And that's ok. I just wish I didn't have to do it.
This is not entirely true. I still have Eileen.
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